I am pretty happy today. I have lost 4.4 pounds in the past 3 days. I am now 97.4 pounds today which looks so much better on the scale than 101.8. I was so mad at myself for gaining that back. It feels good to be losing weight again.
I went shopping with my older sister yesterday which was fun. I bought a pair of 00 jeans and they are even a little big on me! My sis was even kind of fun to hang out with because she didn't harp on about my weight. She said all she could do was be supportive and there for me. That was really nice because she is usually always trying to get me to eat something and just making me feel bad.
Today I have had 410 calories and I don't plan on having any more to eat. I don't want to go over 500 calories a day so I think it's better if I just stop now.
Tonight I have a gig at the Calgary Zoo. Me and a girl from the orchestra are going to be dressed as dead people and walk around the zoo with our violins and play scary or out of tune music and scare people. It will be really cold outside so I will burn a lot of calories so that's going to be great and I make like $200 so that's cool too. I will have to save up for more 00 jeans. Non of my other pants really fit me anymore so pretty soon I will have to buy all new clothes.
I didn't have therapy yesterday like I was supposed to. My therapist cancelled my appointment so I was and still am kind of panicky. I kind of depend on my weekly appointments and this is the first week where I haven't been able to have one. Next week I really hope I see her. As excited as I am about tonight I am so nervous too. I always get nervous before I perform but I feel more nervous today for some reason. I'm sure it will be fine though.
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