Thanksgiving Weekend...

I have been dreading this weekend for ages and now it's here... The past 3 days of my 10 day plan have gone so bad. I hit a plateau which was absolutely horrifying! But then this morning I decided that I would try laxatives. I've heard so many people say how bad they are for you and that they don't work or anything. But actually they really did work for me! I don't want to take them all the time because I don't want my stomach to bleed but for a weekend like this one I really need them. I took 4 so twice what they say you should but it worked well. I know some people take like 15 but I figured I would start small.

So today I weighed in at 100 pounds again! I was so mad at myself which is why I tried the laxatives. Just weighed myself now and I'm 98.6! Yes! Finally the numbers on the scale went down!!!

Last night it was a friend of my moms birthday party and my mom made spaghetti. I only has sauce and a small piece of bread and a bit of salad. I wouldn't eat any of the pasta. Today I ate nothing but laxatives and anti depressants and tomorrow is the all mighty freakishly big turkey dinner... But the plus side is there will be like 20 people there for dinner so I can hopefully get away without having to eat too much. I will stay away from the gravy for sure and the potatoes.

It just feels so good tonight that I'm actually in a somewhat better mood. It's amazing how seeing a small change on the scale can make you feel so good for a while. I hate the days when I either stay the same or gain. Well gaining is the worst but staying the same is a big downer. I can be okay if I even just go down like 0.2 because at least it is moving a bit.

Hope you all have a good weekend. <3